My feeling

Feeling want to blogging now...
I want to express out my feeling here...
I gonna talk out all this...
I hope when Hubbie see this he will not think too much...
HUbbie..I just want to say that very Sorry for this few days...
I really cannot control my feeling so when I am be with you..
Then I will appear all the moody face and act my bad temper to you
But I thank you hubbie you that always try not to angry me and 'tam' me..
I really so touch...
Whenever I said something that maybe hurt  you also...
But you still humour me and make me happy..
HUbbie....
When today that you told me that if I need time to calm down..
Then you will wait me...
These words is really touch my heart...
I really know that you love me and I love you too...
BUt the main point is before that I really Hurt by you...
Don't you still remember the night....
That was a really upset night for me..
Until now...
Whenever I remind back the condition...
I felt scary...
I felt insecure...
Whenever you said you love me care me somemore when you hug me also..
I with no feeling....I don't know what can I do...
I love you but my heart is full of scar that given by you....
I just hope that can be with you....
But my heart told me that...
I NEED TIME....
I hope we will be alright......
I love you......