Goodbye

I can honestly say,
You've been on my mind since I woke up today,
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind.

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget:

Is goodbye

I woke up this morning and played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up with your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it any way
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

You remember those simple things
We talked till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye.

Goodbye..

Genting Trip with the Besties..

55 capture at hotel room

3 of us....

Me and babe....

cap cap cap...

Me and Xiao yi...=)

22755..our room number...=)

>.<.....=D

Same Smile

Our dinner with chicken wing and pizza...=)

Tibits...and Strawberry

White wine...

Again in the hote room...

I like the moment we spent together...

Like to be with you all...

Love you both ya....=D

BBQ night with bestie

Sorry for the late to update my bloggie...

Is really fxcking lazy to update..

Because I lazy wait the pic to be uploaded...

So sorry ya...

Ok...Last Saturday night...

Just have a BBQ party rock time with friends...

Nothing special...

Is just a normal gathering around friends..

We have it in Babe Eyvonne house...

Is really a fun night...

I likey...♥♥♥♥

The photo will be uploaded soon...

Stay tune...

Emo ing

Recently I in a fxcking damn moody status..

I not really know what happened to me....

I felt my life is useless...

Many things had mess up my life...

I am very 'fan'...

What can I do???

I am addicted to IB badly...

Because it was something that can let me relax...

Relax my stressful mind..

OMG....

Hope I won't be the heavy smoker....

Coz I don't want it....

Thanks IB...

You are the one who accompany me when I'm down...

I want IB....=)

Outing with Babe Eyvonne

Today went for shopping with Babe Eyvonne...

About 11a.m then we reach Pavilion..

Shop shop shop...

After that had lunch with Terrence,David and George..

Continue shopping at Sungei Wang and T.S...

Then we have our Starbucks time...

Chit-chat a lot of things...

And today I finish 4 IB...OMG....

Coz don't know why I am addicted to it...

IB...I LOVe you...haha....^^

Cap cap cap...

Choco cream chips with my lovely IB..Love...

Babe searching for IB and lighter...coz i dump inside her bag..OMG...

Chocolate cream chips...LIkey

With babe...capt capt capt...

quite blur lor...OMG...!!!

Babe with an angry bird face...likey...

A boring tuesday..

I am sit in front of the lappie and think that wanna update somethings

Hahahaha...

Finally I done all my survey papers...

40 sets..

Finished...

So happy...

Now is just wait the people come and collect and I receive the money...

Yoohoo...

Is really expect...haha...

This afternoon is damn nice actually..

Lunch with Babe Angela....*siao po*

She is always my lovely babe that will 'Siao" with me...

Expect also for tomorrow movie time- Transformer 3

I am waiting for so long...

finally can watch it...

Many of my friends already watched...

So at last just ask Terrence to accompany me lor...

Hahaha....damn nice...

Miss my Babe Eyvonne...

My car spoiled and her car also spoiled jor...

So 'gap'....

My plan for Jaguzzi today spoiled...

Coz of my stupid neighbour that bang my car 99....

OMG...

SO my car had been sent for repaired...

Eyvonne...damn miss you to acccompany me to finish the IB....

haha....haha....

Hope can 55 meet you up...

*miss you*

I miss you all....

I'm back

Hor hor hor...

I'm back...

Back to my bloggie life...

Too much things happened and I have no time to update my bloggie

Bloggie just like a part of my life...

Bloggie should let me expose my mood here..

Whenever I'm moody or even I shared my happiness here...

Just said something about last weeks

Finally...

I get my book fair salary..

Yoohoo....

The first thing I done when I get is

I have sushi lunch with my sister...

yummy....*Syok*

Ah har...

Say something that I have done today...

Today is sunday..

Normally we should go church for service...

But today a bit different from normal..

We have an outdoor service..

So we went for the disable centre to help them for cleaning the garden..

Because tomorrow-Monday that out YDPA will go and visit them

Today when I saw those disable people..

I just realized..

Life isn't long..So we must appreciated what we have and we got..

For today I can stand also I need to thanks our GOD..

For recently my post..

Yeah....I'm admit that I am not in a good condition..

My mood is always going down and down..

Is really bad until a condition that I will suggest for smoke..

From before until now...

Friends know that I'm not the person will volunteer ask for smoke.

Even I won't buy smoke..

But friday night I bought it..

So you guys can know how bad is the condition...

People who know me long for sure will shocked when saw me taking smoke...

Hahahahaha....

But I am sure...

I had change  a lot..

I change to be more rude and indulgence...

Maybe because of you...

I want to be bad..haha...

But maybe for other reasons..

I don't know....

For you...

I can just ignore..

But my friends told me that you never forget..

YOu just put him under a deep side..

When somethings that related to him..

He will appear on the top also...

But I know everything need time..

That sure for me...

So I need time and friends badly now...

Friends.......

Listen!!!!!!

I need you guys badly...haha...=) 

1/7/2011

Sorry for  quite a long time I didn’t update my bloggie..

Recently I am busy for the assignment and reports..

And I get a freelance job lastly..

This is quite a good payment job..

But is not easy to complete this job..

I remember the first day I started job with babe Angela,

It’s too hard for us..

We have to ask some villagers..

Talk to people is really not my favour..

But hope everything will be fine…

And fast fast get salary..

Because I promised Babe Eyvonne should treat her a ‘Delicious’ meal

And have to keep money for my genting trip..*Syok*

For the relationship,

I am gonna said: IS just something SUCKs for me….

Fxck off…

I don’t know how to mention here..

I do really hate complicated relationship..

For me..

The love for you is going to be decrease now from my life..

Not  I wanna…

Is just you let me do this…

From the beginning I do really trust that we have a good future..

But for now..

What the Fxck you gave me???

Everything is just sucks…

If really like that why don’t I give up all this…

I believe there should be a better man waiting for me in somewhere around the world

So what the point I need to wait for you…

Wait for someone that does not give me a future…

Sorry…I don’t want…

Sometimes even I will feel lonely and really hope can get a huggies..

But is okay..

Now I with a lots of friends..

Friends do really great and happy…

I like them very much..

Maybe some of them treat me is just normal and even not important…

But I want to say is..

You are do really my FAVOUR..*hahahaha*

I really enjoyed the time that spent with you guys..

Although is just a simple chit-chat time…

But is enough for me to forget someone that do really hurt me..

Yeah…

My referral exam is just around the corner…

But I still not yet start to study my Cytology..*I hate that*

Many things in the heart..

Many memories in my mind…

I do really need someone that I could share…

Someone do really understand me..

Someone that will care me a lots..

Someone just will  know my feelings well..

I wait you...my man!!!