Fxck Off

Today damn MOODY...

EMO

What I want said is just

FXCK

FXCK

FXCK

*************

FXCking Emo

Single life Style

I damn likey the single life now..

Freedom and funny is always with me..

I likey..

Maybe sometimes I feel lonely 

BUt 

I know there is a lot of friends with me..

They will together with me..

Give me warm and happiness...

I love you all so much..=)

Friends is always by my side..

Mist Night..♥

Yesterday night I went to Mist with friends..

A tired and drunky night for me...

I reach home by 5a.m..

I drunk like hell...

I'm promised myself not to drunk again when clubbing..

HAte that feeling..

BUt really thanks to Babe eyvonne, Peggy, Kit and Dickson them..

They all really take care much of me...

Thanks ya my buddies...

Love u all..=)

Is a good night for me...

Club CLub club...

I likey....♥♥♥♥

Me & Babe Eyvonne

=)

Me & Peggy

Debby, ME and Peggy..=)

me,peggy and kein kuan

Updated

Today I gonna update my blog..

Because I forget to update in tthis few days..

Recently I am in emo status..

So I just left my bloggie side..

Sorry ya someone..

I broke my promised again...

Okay..

Continue what I am gonna talk first..

last few days just busy for some report and assignment...

And some relationship case..

yeah...

people who see my previous bloggie will know what happened to me..

Now I still in a complicated status...

What I can do is just silent..

That day I told him that I am gonna stopped for this kind of Fxcking relationship.

He said Okay...and sorry to me..

BUt I started to miss him after that..

And he is angry for my decision...

BUt he respect the decision also..

Ya..bii..I know you're angry me badly now..

If not...

You won't talking me in such tone..

Yup...

The message that you're reply to me made me hate you by first..

But I know because you're angry about why I do not believe you 

I'm admit..

From the started..

I do not believe you...

But now...I believe...

So don't angry... and no need sorry for those message..

Because I understand...

I am really sorry to you....

Although I don't know what happened to us in future or even now..

BUt I choose to trust you...

Trust you are serious to me..

And I also will try to be serious to you...

Okay...Miss you..

Yeah....tonight will be the party night for me...

Mist tonight...

Friends....

We just rock the party tonight..

And wish one of the friends here...

HAppy Birthday...=)

I'm SORRY

21/6/2011

Is time to update my bloggie...

Today don't have class..

So early in the morning my mum had awoke me..

WTH...

Grrr....

Afternoon..

Bii came and fetched me...

Went to Bii's house..

First time I been there...haha..

For a guy's house..

Erm...can count as clean and tidy...

Bii with the housemate...OMG...

HOusemate-female

I can't accept in the first time I heard...

BUt at last i think should be okay..

Bii is good and care me much..

BUt today I feel bad..

When the time we been together..

A called make me feel emo..

Is "HER"..

I hate it..

She called Bii...

Bii rceived the phone..

And I just act as a 'shopo'..

Starring at him...

Bii scared I will unhappy so finished the called within 1min..

BUt I still feel unhappy..

But anyway..

I didnt mind it...

Bii said you jealous ar?

I said: What point should I be jealousy her?? 

She is just nothing to me and that same to you..

Yeah...is true..

Bii also nothing for me...

You can do what you like and that's same as me...

Today..

2 of my bestie called me..

They asked the same question...

'What happened on you?'

YA...I'm fine here..

Babe said that Don't be with the guy like this...

She don't want me to get hurt..*I know*

She asked me to find a better one...

Ya... I promised..

I will get a better one...

Thanks ya my sweetie..

And I hope I can say out:

 I want to give up you although now we are feeling good...=)

You just like the bottle that I gonna throw out from my life..

20/6/2011

Morning peeps..

Sorry for the yesterday night I skipped updated my bloggie..

This is because yesterday mummy want to sleep in my room..

SO I have to offline more earlier..

Then just delayed my post until morning..

Recently just got many things I cannot settle...

ANd I don't know what to do..

Yesterday just as normal I went for college..

After that I went to EM's house..

He need to copy some movie and drama from my HD..

Suddenly he told me that asked me don't angry about him..

Har?? I am shocked..

I know that you want we to be together back..

BUt sorry ya...

I already put down you..

From the day we broke up..

I promised myself not to be with you again...

SO we just be friends okay??

You're always my good buddy and smoke kaki...

Hahahahahahahaha....

I also want to say sorry to Bii..

Because yesterday I tell something bad to him...

I think Bii must be shocked..

I promised will trusted you all the way...

So Bii don't worry k?

I will give you time and I need time too...

Later gonna meet Bii...

He gonna fetch me...

FEel happy...

Last...

I am gonna thanks all the babes that cared for me...

Thank you so much...

Love ya...

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

With the big Love for you...my loved..

Upset Day

Today I am super duper moody..

Even I dropped many tears..

Like yesterday my bloggie said..

I am sorry to my Bii...

Coz I have no time to accompany him..

He with no reply message..

BUt just now he called me..

With a soft and sweet sound..

I am so bad..

Coz I ask him that is he went to accompany her yesterday night??

Bii answer: NOpe * with a strict sound*

I said again: If you go accompany her I would never know.

Bii said: Sorry lor... I will tell you if I really went to accompany her..

Please believe me...I just love you..

I said: OKay..* with a moody sound again*

Bii said: Sayang...and he said last night actually he went for mahjong with friends until midnight..

and Bii is annoyed because he angry that i not with him so he lose...

haha...Bii...don't blame me...I am not the lucky star ma...Haha..*cute bii*

Ohh..yaya..I need to explain why I am moody today..

Something happened..

Make me feel I am wronged  by someone..

I cannot 'tahan' and my tears dropped..

But with Bii 's called..

I am okay now..

Hate my Bii also...coz he is 'banana'...Grr..

i always tell Bii...

We got generation gap...haha..=)

He always ignore this..

He said nope...

Bii said we are just different between girls and boys..

coz girls thinking not same with guys..

*FxCk*

NO matter la..

The important is I am happy to be with you now...=)

Saturday with Babes

Today is Saturday..

Early in the morning I went jogging with babes..

Babe Angela and Xiao yi

We went to Bukit Jalil 

First time I went that park..

Quite nice...

We feed those fish there..

is funny..

After that we went back to Xiao yi's house for bath..

Then continue we go Musiczone SIng K..

My favourite..hehe...

I like to sing K...funny then..

Continue our 'wet' time to Bangsar..

This was the 2nd time I went there...

NOt really nice there..

Nothing to buy also...

But we went for a restaurant name Delicious...

Is quite nice...

Food and drinks also nice...

Nice chatting time we them...

Because 3 of us always 'sampat' together...haha..

After all that we went for a friend's father funeral..

I went out from morning 7a.m and back home by 11.30pm..

Is super duper tired...

But with a funny day..

I need to say Sorry to my Bii...

Today bii called me when I am drove

After reach Bangsar I faster called him back..

Bii said he missing me right now..

BUt sorry ya bii..

Coz I hang out with friends..

I know you a bit disappointed on that..

I promised..

I accompany you next week okay??

Don't angry ya..

Miss you then...

Sorry...hugx hugx...♥♥♥♥

Restaurant Delicious

Salad..yummy..i like this

Nice..yum yum..=)

Ayam Kicap...haha=)

17/6/2011

Is time for bloggie...

As I had promise someone that try to update my bloggie everyday..

I must do due to my promised..

Today just as normal that went to college..

Normal life at college..

Lecturer class..

Then after the class I have my lunch with Babe Din Din..

Long time didn't see my babe after we finished the book fair..

Miss her a lot..

Today we chit-chat a lot things..

NIce lunch time..

After lunch I hang back home...

On the way I go back home..

I receive Bii's called..

He said he gonna come and see me..

I felt happy but with the nervous mood...

Because as I said

Now,

I am in a complicated relationship..

I don't know am I correct..

BUt as bii said that we happy then okay lor..

No need care too much of other people thinking...

I can said that for our relationship will not last for long..

Because we understand each other..

Now..

I will just do whatever I like and follow the feel goes..

So Bii...

Don't worry ok??

MIss you anyway...=)

Complicated between us..=(

放下心头大石

今天选择用话语去表达

原本打好了一篇英语的

可是之后还是选择用话语来表达

今天很平常的

上课

下课

再上课

下课时

你问我在那里

我说刚下课很累

你就说要不要过来陪我

当时我真的想说要的

因为我想给你陪我

至少我能软弱一下

不用再故作坚强

但是

结果还是说了不要

因为

我觉得我们不应该这样

我不想作为你和她的第三者

曾今我做过

但是

现在我选择不要

不断地逃避你

也希望你不要打电话给我

但是

这样只是弄巧反拙

你的一通电话竟然让我觉得很感动

今天晚上

我选择跟朋友们去喝茶

跟朋友们一起的感觉真好

他们都好好哦

大家有说有笑

而我反而做了最静的一个

Terrence一直说做么我这么静

之后回家后

‘他’有chatbox我

大家其实已经没什么了

把这么久的误会都说清楚了

突然我觉得很开心

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

不知道那里来的开心

就觉得我们还是朋友真好

把误会都说好

他们也约了下星期去MIST

我也去了

因为我不想再想他

开开心心去玩啦

晚安宝贝们

RElax my mind set

YOU♥

YOU light up my life..

With Love & Care..

BUT sorry...

I am not ready yet..

Give me some times okay??

Thx MR. R...

Miss you anyway...♥♥

miss you..

Sunday with dear babes

Just want to update my bloggie..

A very long time I'm absent here.

Yesterday I had spent whole day with my dear babes..

HAHa...3 of us 'sampat' for the whole day..

First we go to Viva home..

Me and babe Angela felt wanna eat SUshi...

Yeah Yeah..

We found KAzo Sushi..

BUt I am highly not recommended this Japanese Restaurant..

Is bad...

NOt nice at all...DOn't go...haha...

We have sushi as our brunch...

Then we chit-chat alot crazy and 'sampat' things...

LIkey...

LOve this feeling very much...

Next we go for the Garden Restaurant for high-tea..

Took many pictures there...

And many of the Babes ugly looks..

She beg me not to upload those pic...

haha...likey..

After the Garden chit-chatx time..

We continue next destination- KUchai LAMa..

Our new chit-chat place...

We choose K3K Cafe as the chit-chat place..

the environment is quite good..

BUt is already 9pm when we been there..

I am super duper tired..

and with the sleepy face...

BUt we still continue chit-chat..

So many things to chat..

LIkey...

Babes are so cute...

ANd we had plan to go Genting..

Just for relax and chit-chat..

and the most important is 

DRINK DRank Drunk....haha...

Likey...

Me & Babe Angela

Me and Xiao yi

Garden Restaurant.

cheese and strawberry puree cake...yummy..

Iced mocha and green tea cake..

不开心

Today can checked the result for last semester.

But I am moody after looking at the result...

My Cytology NC...

WTF..

Never NC before...

This is the first time...

WHy???

I am asking myself..

BUt before that I had already know..

Because I less attend for the class and not really study well for that..

So I can accept..

BUt will moody also...

I think referal I should take good result..

And not disappointed myself also...

The holidays is bored...

BUt luckily accompany by Mr. K..

Thx ya...

This saturday friends had date me to the club..

I am tired so I rejected..

BUt now felt wanna join them...haha...

Lets move move shake shake in the club night....

Miss you..my loved..=)

My Day

Feel wanna bloggie today

BUt with no point with my status..

Recently

Many of my friends asked a same question to me

They said : Girl, why you break up with him??

I just answer: Yup..We are break..

And I said: I am enjoyed my Single Life now in happy..

They continue: REally?? Are you really OK??

I said again : WHy you think That I'm not good at all?? 

Give up a relationship doesn't means anything, oK??

And I really loved and enjoyed with the feeling to be in single..

Because couple make me feel annoyed..

Alright..

Stopped the Relationship case..

Chat my friendship will be more good here..

I have mention that I had been work as part time in popular book fair..

I really do like it..

Because many of my good buddies i knew there...

Love them much...

In this 2 weeks..

I had learned a lot...

Even from good and bad too...

Many funny things we been through..

And I miss them a lot...

Hope we can meet soon...

They all are really cute and lovely...

Some of my great buddies there...

Even just know for 2 weeks but the relation is just like we knew each others more than years and years..

So just conclusion  that 

Friends is not means how many days you know

Is means that how many effort that you put in this relationship...

I can said that I will close with this friends more than the friends that I know about 2 years ago..

At least they will not faked to me...

They will give the true heart to be friend with me...

Thx you guys a lot...

And here want to tell my mum that,

MUmmy, Sorry that I disappointed you..

Coz I finished the 2 weeks working days and not like you said that I can't get through it...

Wahaha....XOXO...=)

Friends is always by my side....

每天大笑3分钟

今天跟宝贝丁丁还有Abbie一起买了这本叫

每天大笑3分钟的书来看

我的华语不是很好

希望能很快的看完

为什么会买呢

因为

我觉得最近自己失去了脸上的笑容

而且

朋友都问到底什么事

我的回答也只是没什么

也许我很累

我真的很累

不是physical上的累

是mentally上很疲累

我真的很想把不开心都跟朋友们说

但是

我想到

每个人都有自己的问题

而我不想把自己的问题带给他们

虽然我知道他们都很爱我

我也很开心在我做part time这段日子

有很多很好的新朋友

他们虽然是刚认识不久的朋友

可是却带给我很多欢乐

让我忘记悲伤的心情

就像我的Cashier...Tokki..

她真的很可爱

别看她只有18岁哦

她的思想可是比很多人都来得成熟

还记得今天他说了一句

多一个朋友好过多一个敌人

我真的觉得很对

可是

给我真的很难

原谅一个对自己说谎的人真的很难

但是我会学习

因为

那句话启示了我

我也很谢谢宝贝丁丁

因为他都会听我诉苦啊

对不起啊宝贝

因为我知道其实我很烦

可是你依然很有耐心的听下去

还有Abbie

谢谢你啊

你真的很可爱

你愿意给我意见还有听我说

真的很感动

你们都好好哦

我会爱你们

谢谢你们

最后

极力推荐这本书哦

每天大笑3分钟

Over Time

Tonight is the night I went to Overtime

Today is the Overtime first open day...

So go chit-chat with terrence, ronnie,phang.irene,chzen yang,kein.

A great chit-chat day

and we have drink beer but the place quite sucks..

the song make me sleepy...

Haha...i think club more suit for us...

Just promise that will club together next round...

alright...good nitex dear babe...