伤害

部落格是让人记录开心或悲伤的事

今天我选择用它来述说我难过的心情

我跟你一起就快三年了

我们经历了很多很多事

有开心也有伤心

但是我觉得渐渐地

你不像当初爱我的那个人了

你变得让我不断地掉眼泪

为什么？？

为什么你选择这样去对我？？

今天我再次地为你掉下眼泪

你再次地让我觉得难过和失望

我的心多了一道伤口

我每次跟你说我没事

但是每次我都很在乎

每次流下眼泪时

我的心仿佛是在淌着血

那种由心产生的痛

真的让我很不好受

我该怎么做才好？？

为什么每次当我完全信任你时

你要让我感觉到如此的不安

如此的没有安全感？？？
我要怎么做才能觉得好一点？？

现在

我选择沉默我自己

我不再去在乎还是介意些什么了

我也不再理会任何事

我只选择沉默

让我的心慢慢地变麻木

因为我累了

一次又一次的受伤

我真的够了

如果你问我是否还爱你？？

我的答案是

我比以前更爱你了

但是

如果你问我

那为什么不相信我？？

我会回答

我累了

Family Trip With Hubbie‘s Family

I spent my holidays with my hubbie and his family....
Happy but tired....

8th of September 2010

Today is a simple wednesday..

I date my auntie to teach me make a birthday cake...
I went to her house early in the morning..

Then I go to fetch my grandma go with me...

My sister got join us too...

Today I want to make a cake is for my hubbie's birthday although that his birthday had already pass..

But I still want to give him a surprise..

Today we were just made 4 cake....

1st: The sponge mix vanila cake

2nd: My Oreo cheese cake

3rd: Marble Cake

4th: The  sponge mix chocolate cake

All this cake were really nice

Today is Vanessa's Birthday( My cousin gf)

So my auntie made her a cake...

But me will be decorate the cake..hahahaha

I don't know whether she like it or not..

But I try my best already to made it perfect..

Tomorrow I will go to Tiara Beach,Port Dickson

 with my beloved hubbie and his family...

So happy and excited...

I scare tonight I can't fall asleep...

I really felt very excited.....

Happy....

Just see those picture....=)

                                   ~My HUbbie's Birthday Cake~

Before

                                                                      After

Recently life style

A very long time that I didn't blogging here..

Recently I am really busy for mu schoolwork and my final exam..

But honestly that I don't have study anything about that also..

I just always went out with my hubbie...

We always went for walk walk...

Then plan to watch movie and chit-chat lo...

Finally my exam is gone and I am free right now...

For the coming Hari Raya holidays....

I am going travel with my hubbie and his Family...

We are going to Tiara Beach which located in PD...

I hope we can have fun there...

I am very excited and happy.....=)

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ベビー夫の誕生日に本当に彼を与えるために驚かせるのか分からないベビーああ私はあなたの思い出に残る誕生日を紹介したいと思いますあなたは、あなただけでは、今年の誕生日にはほとんどいないと感じて私もあなたを介して同行するより誕生日をしたい。 。 。赤ちゃんの夫わたしは、あなたを愛しています